Thru her blog I only knew her as Mrs D. Her words flows very nicely and fluently and when I read her entries in her blog, I felt as if I was there and then, in the place and time, and I can imagined and felt all the feelings... very happy to know she was very happy with her family somewhere in the foreign land...
Then, come the news... every time I read her entries my eyes were filled with tears, by the time I finished reading it, I was sobbing my heart out. Every morning I would opened and read her blog, waiting for a new entries about the progress...really prayed everything will turn out fine and good...
End of last year, my husband and I went to perform our Hajj, and in one of my prayers in front of the Holy Kaabah in Mesjidil Haram, I prayed for her and her family.... May Allah bestows upon her and her family the best of health, May Allah gives her the strength to face whatever outcome may be, Ya ALlah, Allah is the Greatest...He knows and plans what is the best for us...even though sometimes, at the moment, we think life is so cruel, goes against our will....
but Allah knows best... we can only plan, but Allah is the best Planner... Allah loves her dearest more ........
Now, thru her entries I see her grows stronger and more submissive to God, she tries her best for her wonderfull four...I myself don't know whether I can stand or act like her if I was in her shoes...but she is such a lucky person, she has a very wonderfull friends and families around her... otherwise she won't survive till this moment. But I believe that she herself has a strong will and Iman and not forgetting with the help of Allah SWT... dengan Rahmah dan Kasih sayang Allah SWT.... in her own words, "Yet again, I have been reminded and blessed with His clear affection: He keeps us all in His guidance and leads us to our destination."
Then last month when I knew that she is coming back for a summer holiday, and to be with her eldest sister who was dignosed with ................. (not sure the exact term) and her sister also lives nearby in ShahAlam, I contacted her and requested her to stop by my house if she happen to be around here during her holiday...
On 23rd June 2008, I got a message from her, "Salam kak Azzah, saya d Shah Alam hari ni. Petang ni akak free?" I was so excited and at the same time actually felt nervous...ialah...selama ini hanya berkomunikasi melalui blog sahaja...and the most important thing I really wanted to see her wonderfull four, her twin sons, abang H and abang Z, princess D, little D. So, from the office I called my maid to cook something, I said there will be a special guests coming ...
so, later that evening ...I welcomed Mrs D and her wonderfull four to my house ....
the feeling was soooooo undescribable...actually I felt like crying, but hold it on (well..I'm not going to cry in front of the kids...hehehe) ....
In herself I saw the strength..and the survivor...like she wrote in one of her entries, "once a survivor, always a survivor! Life is indeed a journey - a process, and not an end-product. "